am flying out to deutschland today… visiting Leipzig for the very first time… and having to give a talk about what i’ve been trying to do in my phd research in movement control… i am expected to hear my own voice for about an hour… i think it will be awful… hearing my voice?! oh goodness…
it’s also taken me forever to put the talk together… it was an incentive to try to think of how to write up my thesis but it’s been real stressful the last 3 weeks… and nearly saw me in distress as i panicked over a likely scenario of re-analyzing my data! thankfully, all that was not necessary but obviously other issues arose out of me trying to tidy up things… figures had to be created… summaries… additional scripts had to be written just for pictures… because fiddling about is not fun…
i hate myself! i am always doing this to me… putting myself in awkward situations like a ‘job’ interview for a postdoc postion… it sounds dreadfully formal… and i really haven’t had a real interview in eons…
eeeks!